Thursday, August 25, 2011

I should be studying...

Well, it has been a little while since I have posted anything and I am doing a little procrastinating right now. I should be studying for my ACLS renewal tomorrow, but every time I look at the book I remember why I did not go into anything cardio! Interpreting ECG's is not my thing!!! Hopefully I will survive tomorrow. Say a prayer for me.

So, I am sitting at Starbucks and listening to someone interview for a babysitting position, and it makes me think about college and when life was a little simpler but yet complicated...little do you know how much more complicated life gets while you get older and you can reflect and remember how trivial things were you worried about in the past. Which is what I try to remind myself of every time I get worried/stressed about the here and now.

Right now I am very much thinking about my future and what I am going to do. I really know now I want to put the degree I worked for so hard to use in some way. Be in prayer that the right job will open and be offered. I have found several promising positions. I am trusting that God will open the doors for what He wants for me.

Also, (as always) contemplating my singleness. Which I know I don't speak too much of (to most people at least :) because I do not like to dwell/think about this part of my life too much. I guess I know how I can make myself upset and question a lot about life when this subject runs through my thoughts. I ran across this blog the other day and it is perfect. This is someone that my sister follows, so I occasionally check her blog too...she went through a time of singleness and I really love what she had to say about it. I try to remember the blessing of being single...like she says being able to enjoy doing what I want to do. I know that I would not have had the opportunities I have had to move and travel if I was married, and not so sure if I would have gone back to get my master's if I was married. God definitely has His blessings for singleness, but it is also very challenging at the same time.

My verse for the week: The Lord will fulfill HIS purpose for me; your love, O Lord, endures forever--do not abandon the works of your hands. Psalm 139:8

Now back to studying :)


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